Monday, March 2, 2009

Seduction of the Virgin

He moves slowly, steadily
Yet he steps on my shadow
He licks his lips and I am caught
I'm his prey...at least for tonight

He wears suffocating cologne
It fogs my brain, puts me in a stupor
Killer smile; I can't breathe anymore
I'm drowning, slowly and painfully

His hands make way to my hips
They guide me, make me move
The bodies around us grind in sync to the beats
Oblivious to the losing battle I'm waging

He catches my hands,
Taking them in his own
Whispering secrets from long ago in my ear
They echo tauntingly, 'Found you...'

His breath on my neck
Hairs standing on edge; waiting and wondering
Damp kisses trail down my back
Shivering, I am weakened

I am caught.


Don't Ask...It's Old....Kinda....I have no idea....

I've written personal things before...but this is....IDK....

Moments....

At this point...I'm hoping everyone has these moments.You wake-up look in the mirror,and wonder.."Why am I here?".I have been pondering this for years and I never seem to find an answer.I have people who love me,yet I feel so empty inside.Chris hugs and kisses me and tells me I'm amazing,and I can't help but feel like he's lying.I know he's sincere,it's just my own sick head.Maybe I'm crazy,that would explain sooo much,but I'm not.I'm a functioning human being in this society.
It's just one of those moments,that seem to plague us all.
Maybe I just think a little too deep sometimes.
Maybe not.....