Undone

Endlessly I have toiled
In the endless ephemeral
The sea of gold
The waves which lap and temper the soul
All is done and all is said
I wash ashore always hungry for more
More of a life which so fleetingly flies
Across marmalade skies and watchful eyes
The moment of demise will arrive
Between the grit of lives and the waves of lies
Seething...permanent...turbulent is the rush
When colliding with Nature's might and crush
I live the life of a life not lived
Spinning the web of the ghosts which fed
On the truths of reality, the one I held fast and hard once long ago
My eyes have watered salty and cold
Submerged beneath the Sea I shall become
A restless soul, a thing Undone

She Cries.....

At night, when no one could hear her

In her room, where not a soul could see her

Her whole heart, of tragedy and failure
To the blackened heavens that delivers no cure

Through till after the moon had set
In her dreams where demons still crept
The longing for freedom from inside
And it rains and pours and never subsides

In that early morning rise
And then hides her face in disguise
Till after the pain numbs itself
And then sets it aside in the shelf

Throughout the hours of every day
In different shades of gray
Can you see it in her eyes
But no one really cares when she cries...

Nobody Knows

Nobody Knows

My life goes round and round in circles,

Where I stop nobody knows,

If it’s ever gonna end,

I’ll never know unless it does.

I just want to burst out in tears,

Every night and everyday,

I just want to die so bad,

Nobody cares what I say,

Or how I feel because nobody knows,

No-one will ever know,

Everyday it gets worse,

Can’t cope anymore,

I wish it would just stop,

Cause I feel like I never should have even been born,

And don't want to be alive if my life is going to be like this,

It feels like hell,

So why am I still here?

I wish I knew the answers,

To all these questions,

Then maybe I could change things,

And I wouldn’t want to die.

Why doesn’t it just end?

I wish it did,

But it seems like its never going to end,

So why am I still here?